.Saturday, March 17, 2012 ' 3/17/2012 10:30:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Well. It's been long. Since I've updated this thing. And if you have been wondering whether I'm still waiting for that someone whose so far away from where I am, yeah I'm still waiting for him and I've grown more more into this love. I've been wanting to keep it this way and I wanna be more understanding if he's not right here with me. I love him like this love song.
First Love by Utada Hikaru!!! ^^ Enjoy!~
"Remember. Lovedon't just die byitself. It takes one to give upif not,it stays andlives on."
I'm currently loving someone who's far away right now. T^T That feeling is dragging me down. I really miss him. ..... Awws, to that someone i wish you here...
.Thursday, January 6, 2011 ' 1/06/2011 07:47:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Ok okay, im the one who thinks i could be wif k? Im so embarressed to say that Im in a one-sided love you as i found ou u like another gal... k i was stupid alrite??! (")'""(") !!!!
( T : T)
(,,)('")('")
What did u do if u kn im crying for you rite now? I dun thk u would be able 2 do a thg. I m just stupid alrite?
(")'""(") ZzZzZ
( - _ - ) bored!?? *No MoRe*
(,,)('")('")
(")'""(") ???
( = . uNhApPiEz??! *NaHzZz*
(,,)('")('")
(")'""(") !!!!
( T : T) SaD??! *nO WaY*
(,,)('")('")
(")'""(") ****
( ' ; ' ) StAy Cu+e!!!
(,,)('")('")
(")'""(") ^^^^
( ^ ; ^ ) & HaPpY! aLwAyXx!!
(,,)('")('")
i choose
(")'""(") !!!!
( T : T)
(,,)('")('")
I m now stressed out, sad and disapointed... I kn i m not betta den another girl. I stupidly thght tat i could hold on 2 u. Stupid me.
.Tuesday, January 4, 2011 ' 1/04/2011 07:58:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Hey hey, love can always be painful.
Love is something you give out, but you always hoping for a return.
And when always you want a hug from someone you love long long time ago, but that one that you love doesn't want a hug what do you do?
Love can be painful at times, but shouldn't love be giving way to each other?
But why does love every time misleads to using u?
Don't you think love is wonderful thing? But why is people must always mislead to using each other, making love, for show? Do you think is nice?
Love is not a thing, it's a feeling! Why is there always you people discriminating love as a thing you can betray?
Have ever want to hug someone like this but never before? Have you ever come across helping your love one when he/she is in trouble when you help him/her den he/she takes it for granted?
Love is not like letting or taking someone for granted ok?!
Then how you every played with your love one(s) hands like that?
That blissful feeling you can never ever forget. It's cute love.....
DELICATED TO: Sebastian (hope you like it! Plz comment! )
.Thursday, April 29, 2010 ' 4/29/2010 08:08:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Date:29 April 2010
A few weeks ago, 3 weeks ago, it was my sch's sports day. Tat time tat incident had nt occured yet, den my habit of sayin thgs wifout thkin started again. I kn tat tis is a very bad thg 2 do bt, after sayin tat i dun even quite rmb wat i've doneclearly....
As nw i hereby say im very srry srry srry 2 my fren, Jenji Tong. Honto Gomena!!!!!! *___*
Victim:
Jenji Tong, one of my fren tat ive treated very bad coz of some words i said 2 her...
I thk it's me 2 blame, bt aleast she shuld scold me instead of ignore n avoid me rite?
Criminal:
Me, PShan AKA Meiyuuri Nisaki
At tat time I said 2 her:
"Dun be my fren la, get out off my lyf, dun sit wif me la, i dun want u to be my fren la, go sit wif Caroline lah...."
It was cruel of me 2 hv said tat, I sincerely apolorgize
"Im srry Srry Srry Srry Srry Srry..."
I kn it's no use, coz i alrdy hurt her so badly tat she took it so seriously...... I hope one day u wil turn back at me n say "it's over, I dun blame u alrdy, I kn nw tat u speak words wifout thkin, Im givin u one last chance. CHERISH IT!"
.Thursday, March 4, 2010 ' 3/04/2010 08:10:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Stpd grandma, u thk u very big ah?! So wat if i scld u fuck, bitch, etc, so wat? U nt hapi use small chilli clean my mouth nvm, stil wanna complain 2 yr son my father. I did nt learn those words frm him k?! I learn frm sch it's u send me 2 tat kyd of sch de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate u 4eva! Grandma u go suck up la! If 1 day u kanna beat i wil b e one hu support e person n laugh!!! XD
Lyf sucks coz sumkind of ppl r ppl r livin in my lyf n they r an irritant!
I feel so insant(insane) in tis world! almost walkin inanity!
Wats lyf when u dun even kn wat's e reason 2 live on?!
Lyf sucks tat much tat i ended up in the dark n my eyes turnRED. X( X_X *_* >< >< >< >
.Sunday, November 29, 2009 ' 11/29/2009 09:07:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
wel these days feelin out-of-the-mood(OFTM). Bt I stil wun giv up on Manga drawing!!! Plus i would go on next Stage 2 Anime learing!!! Wahaha!!! As i wither myself wif tis e room is a bit more messier wif pencils, paper, eraser, eraser dust n My ongoing storyline.... Wahaha!!!
Stil working on findin a guitar so my sensei could teach me!!!-_-
Hpe tat all frens family n Those hu r frens hv a joli gd time in their HOLIDAYS n in their frenship of gettin along 2gether!^_^
Wel of coz u cn't 4gt those hu r couples rite? Cozu all shuld tat in luv sumtimes they sour de... So wish all ppl hu r couples hav gd, strong, staedy n sweet Realationship! XP XD
Plus hor frens cn be lyk tis n Couples too! XDXDXD
Den when comes 2 celebrations cn celebrate 2gether n easier mahs~
.Thursday, October 29, 2009 ' 10/29/2009 05:30:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Lyf is gettin on & gettin by me well i jus wish 2 b in a peaceful n less lonelier lyf... If i wuld b lonely in my whole i bet u i did lVf miserablely! Hahaha.... In my heart, ter is always Hope, Faith, Love, Forgiveness, Perserverness, Miracles.... Well e type of girl hu lives in Anime n Fantasy.... Even thgh i wish 4 more bt i wun take muc.... ^=^
.Friday, October 16, 2009 ' 10/16/2009 09:23:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
I dunno y everytime i do little or small things (gd things) i feel so damm hapi ab it... Oh ya doin ORDINARY things Extraordinarily is Extraordinary! Hahas myb all of u might thg tat im LOL or stupid bein hapi at my doin's of small or little bt i doubt u all dunno wats epower of small rite? Bt all Theresian's kn tat hahas my lyf in st Theresa is nt gd bt i stil feel fortunate 2 be ter... Doin small things myb a bit too much 4 ppl, my frens n classmates feel tat i sumtime did overdo my "so called" kindness tat it became a habit of me bein annoyin *___*... Wel I guess it's coz they care ab me, they 1 me 2 b less annoyin n nt too kind, coz ppl cn jus climb on top of yr nose u kn! Hahas myb u all might thk im naggin at all of u nw bt it's e truth! Wel even hw hard ppl try 2 irritate u bt it's k tat it as a component of life... Oh ya folks i found a part time job bt oni next year den i cn start work cos im too young 2 hv a part time tis year... Hehe... Anime is gettin on my lyf or i say anime does my lyf? sounds wired... Bt anyway i reali learn alot of thgs in Anime n Manga comics... Makes no sense... Oh Yeah 4gt 2 tell u all I've gt a new GUITAR TUTOR! Hahas... BB 4 nw...
Hey hey, love can always be painful.
Lyf sucks coz sumkind of ppl r ppl r livin in my lyf n they r an irritant!
I feel so insant(insane) in tis world! almost walkin inanity!
Dunno whether when I wear specS hw wil i look lyk? Hmm Dunno la... 
Stil working on findin a guitar so my sensei could teach me!!!-_-
Hpe tat all frens family n Those hu r frens hv a joli gd time in their HOLIDAYS n in their frenship of gettin along 2gether!^_^
Wel of coz u cn't 4gt those hu r couples rite? Cozu all shuld tat in luv sumtimes they sour de... So wish all ppl hu r couples hav gd, strong, staedy n sweet Realationship! XP XD
Plus hor frens cn be lyk tis n Couples too! XDXDXD
Den when comes 2 celebrations cn celebrate 2gether n easier mahs~ 
N One of e culprit is me of coz! @_@ Hahaha