.Thursday, January 6, 2011 ' 1/06/2011 07:47:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Ok okay, im the one who thinks i could be wif k? Im so embarressed to say that Im in a one-sided love you as i found ou u like another gal... k i was stupid alrite??! (")'""(") !!!!
( T : T)
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What did u do if u kn im crying for you rite now? I dun thk u would be able 2 do a thg. I m just stupid alrite?
(")'""(") ZzZzZ
( - _ - ) bored!?? *No MoRe*
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(")'""(") ???
( = . uNhApPiEz??! *NaHzZz*
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(")'""(") !!!!
( T : T) SaD??! *nO WaY*
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(")'""(") ****
( ' ; ' ) StAy Cu+e!!!
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(")'""(") ^^^^
( ^ ; ^ ) & HaPpY! aLwAyXx!!
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i choose
(")'""(") !!!!
( T : T)
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I m now stressed out, sad and disapointed... I kn i m not betta den another girl. I stupidly thght tat i could hold on 2 u. Stupid me.
.Tuesday, January 4, 2011 ' 1/04/2011 07:58:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Hey hey, love can always be painful.
Love is something you give out, but you always hoping for a return.
And when always you want a hug from someone you love long long time ago, but that one that you love doesn't want a hug what do you do?
Love can be painful at times, but shouldn't love be giving way to each other?
But why does love every time misleads to using u?
Don't you think love is wonderful thing? But why is people must always mislead to using each other, making love, for show? Do you think is nice?
Love is not a thing, it's a feeling! Why is there always you people discriminating love as a thing you can betray?
Have ever want to hug someone like this but never before? Have you ever come across helping your love one when he/she is in trouble when you help him/her den he/she takes it for granted?
Love is not like letting or taking someone for granted ok?!
Then how you every played with your love one(s) hands like that?
That blissful feeling you can never ever forget. It's cute love.....
DELICATED TO: Sebastian (hope you like it! Plz comment! )
.Thursday, April 29, 2010 ' 4/29/2010 08:08:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Date:29 April 2010
A few weeks ago, 3 weeks ago, it was my sch's sports day. Tat time tat incident had nt occured yet, den my habit of sayin thgs wifout thkin started again. I kn tat tis is a very bad thg 2 do bt, after sayin tat i dun even quite rmb wat i've doneclearly....
As nw i hereby say im very srry srry srry 2 my fren, Jenji Tong. Honto Gomena!!!!!! *___*
Victim:
Jenji Tong, one of my fren tat ive treated very bad coz of some words i said 2 her...
I thk it's me 2 blame, bt aleast she shuld scold me instead of ignore n avoid me rite?
Criminal:
Me, PShan AKA Meiyuuri Nisaki
At tat time I said 2 her:
"Dun be my fren la, get out off my lyf, dun sit wif me la, i dun want u to be my fren la, go sit wif Caroline lah...."
It was cruel of me 2 hv said tat, I sincerely apolorgize
"Im srry Srry Srry Srry Srry Srry..."
I kn it's no use, coz i alrdy hurt her so badly tat she took it so seriously...... I hope one day u wil turn back at me n say "it's over, I dun blame u alrdy, I kn nw tat u speak words wifout thkin, Im givin u one last chance. CHERISH IT!"
.Thursday, March 4, 2010 ' 3/04/2010 08:10:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Stpd grandma, u thk u very big ah?! So wat if i scld u fuck, bitch, etc, so wat? U nt hapi use small chilli clean my mouth nvm, stil wanna complain 2 yr son my father. I did nt learn those words frm him k?! I learn frm sch it's u send me 2 tat kyd of sch de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate u 4eva! Grandma u go suck up la! If 1 day u kanna beat i wil b e one hu support e person n laugh!!! XD
Lyf sucks coz sumkind of ppl r ppl r livin in my lyf n they r an irritant!
I feel so insant(insane) in tis world! almost walkin inanity!
Wats lyf when u dun even kn wat's e reason 2 live on?!
Lyf sucks tat much tat i ended up in the dark n my eyes turnRED. X( X_X *_* >< >< >< >
.Sunday, November 29, 2009 ' 11/29/2009 09:07:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
wel these days feelin out-of-the-mood(OFTM). Bt I stil wun giv up on Manga drawing!!! Plus i would go on next Stage 2 Anime learing!!! Wahaha!!! As i wither myself wif tis e room is a bit more messier wif pencils, paper, eraser, eraser dust n My ongoing storyline.... Wahaha!!!
Stil working on findin a guitar so my sensei could teach me!!!-_-
Hpe tat all frens family n Those hu r frens hv a joli gd time in their HOLIDAYS n in their frenship of gettin along 2gether!^_^
Wel of coz u cn't 4gt those hu r couples rite? Cozu all shuld tat in luv sumtimes they sour de... So wish all ppl hu r couples hav gd, strong, staedy n sweet Realationship! XP XD
Plus hor frens cn be lyk tis n Couples too! XDXDXD
Den when comes 2 celebrations cn celebrate 2gether n easier mahs~
.Thursday, October 29, 2009 ' 10/29/2009 05:30:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Lyf is gettin on & gettin by me well i jus wish 2 b in a peaceful n less lonelier lyf... If i wuld b lonely in my whole i bet u i did lVf miserablely! Hahaha.... In my heart, ter is always Hope, Faith, Love, Forgiveness, Perserverness, Miracles.... Well e type of girl hu lives in Anime n Fantasy.... Even thgh i wish 4 more bt i wun take muc.... ^=^
.Friday, October 16, 2009 ' 10/16/2009 09:23:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
I dunno y everytime i do little or small things (gd things) i feel so damm hapi ab it... Oh ya doin ORDINARY things Extraordinarily is Extraordinary! Hahas myb all of u might thg tat im LOL or stupid bein hapi at my doin's of small or little bt i doubt u all dunno wats epower of small rite? Bt all Theresian's kn tat hahas my lyf in st Theresa is nt gd bt i stil feel fortunate 2 be ter... Doin small things myb a bit too much 4 ppl, my frens n classmates feel tat i sumtime did overdo my "so called" kindness tat it became a habit of me bein annoyin *___*... Wel I guess it's coz they care ab me, they 1 me 2 b less annoyin n nt too kind, coz ppl cn jus climb on top of yr nose u kn! Hahas myb u all might thk im naggin at all of u nw bt it's e truth! Wel even hw hard ppl try 2 irritate u bt it's k tat it as a component of life... Oh ya folks i found a part time job bt oni next year den i cn start work cos im too young 2 hv a part time tis year... Hehe... Anime is gettin on my lyf or i say anime does my lyf? sounds wired... Bt anyway i reali learn alot of thgs in Anime n Manga comics... Makes no sense... Oh Yeah 4gt 2 tell u all I've gt a new GUITAR TUTOR! Hahas... BB 4 nw...
.Thursday, September 17, 2009 ' 9/17/2009 10:38:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Actuclly LIFE is every little thg we do everyday... Everytime we do it oso... Bt mainly is wat you do... So as u do sumthg or try sumthg thk of e meaning or y r u doing it? Myb it culd hlp u in yr life... Juz 2 say tat in life there's hard, soft. There's big, small. There is high, low. There is tough, easy.
.Saturday, July 25, 2009 ' 7/25/2009 10:22:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Muhaha! 2day gt MANY thgs 2 do n sumore it's great n AWE thgs de lorhs!
YBC BD celebration
Shopping in Pasir Ris shoping White Sands
Meeting YBCppl!
Playing games
Cake Cutting
BBQ
Bt den i cnt hv Cake Cuting n BBQ session! WUWU!
Hahas when we(My mum, my sis n me) reach at Bugis MRT we decided 2 hv Breakfast ter in Mac. I stil rmb e time when i had mac breakfast wif my dad, i kept askin him 2 buy more hrashbrow 4 me hehe!
Den we went 2 Bugis Street 2 shop! Bt unfortunely nvr find anythg suitable so, atr tat we go 2 Pasir Ris MRT. If u walk out of e MRT, turn 2 yr right den u cn c White Sands Shopping Mall Pasir Ris! WooHoo! sHoP hErE sHoP tEr!
Shopping Time!
We when 2 Coax, a fashion shop name. Wakao e colthes damm nice lorhs!I saw many great desgins,espsially 4 me tis kyd of handsome sort of gal type! Plus wif tie type of ribbon on it! WOOHOO! Shoppin here n ter.
Emm dun hv pics 4 colthes so srry!
Muhaha! comes 2 meeting ppl, My sis n me bt my sis was e 1 hu called Shu Yi. Haha bt Shu Yi is my angel!!!
YBC de bd we played games... E ice n freeze was funny n hilarious... Xin Xin climbed up 2 e tress 1st... Walao chua zhang lei...
Den we sat on grass patches 2 play truth or dare... Walao dun feel lyk talkin ab it... Coz aiya jus dun feel lyk tlkin ab it... Den ab an hr ltr i do emo... Atr tat gt scldin frm sis coz i cnt waste my time here juz 2 go emo... WAHOO bt it ended fast 4 me n my sis coz we were rushin home...
.Thursday, July 16, 2009 ' 7/16/2009 10:20:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
I dun1 sae so muz coz i wil leave e talkin til tis SAT, 18/7/09!~ Muahaha, even thgh dun hv GOF(guest Of Honor), Lenard n Khee Teng, bt gt Zhan Hao (Zhan Zhan) i thk zhanzhan would cme larhs... Let party begin on SAT! n next SAT is YBC ANNIVERSARY! WOHOO!
Hi-hi ppl if tose hu dunno wuld b askin wats YBC rite? YBC is young buddist chapter... Sort of camp... But dun belittle tis camp!
Day 1 (June 19, friday)
My father, sis n me were packed long ago n ready 2 leave... When we reached ter we saw alot of YBC participants wearin ORANGE(my fave colour) T-shirts, we started 2 fret. Coz we r in green instead of orange!!! Hahas... Den after standin ter 4 a while, my father started order my sis n i around lyk: " hey, one of u go ask where 2 register." (I acted lyk it's none of my business) Dad started scldin... Den i "besoung besoung" walk ter and ask around... Actuclly when we reached ter my sis n i were shocked coz we r in diff group!!!! E worse was our colthes n everythg goes in one bag!!! So we were e ones thkin we won't b sleepin 2gether!!! Hahas actuclly we wil... LOL
At 1st we both regerted joinin tis camp, sigh... N i was e one hu regreted e most!!! WUWU But I stil had fun wif my teamates Ocean 14!!!
Day 1( at nite)
As Ocean 14 gt more bounded 2 each other, we braced oursevles 2 mke a powerful flag 4 our group... Our Group is interactive, ready 4 everythg, friendly and AWESUM! But tis is wat i feel ab my camp hor. Other Group ppl n fersales dun blame hor! Hahas... Im oni a participant! Hehe... Nw carry on Wel frm my lyf starts tis is e most memorable camp, most AWESUM, great camp, lvf lyf 2 e fullest camp of all in my lyf!!! Nite light, Star Brite. We Played games at nite, blindfoldedlly hahas. Funny thg happen when i was bein blind kept on tlkin n peepin. Hehe, but Terrance, a leader of Bimbo group came 2 tie a second layer of plastic 2 my eyes!!! So damm angry!!! But in second round culd stil peep. Den they Started askin questions lyk HU'S E MYTERIOUS GUY N HU'S E SEXY MAN. Aye Hsu(my best teamate) n me scream n shouted out names!!! Hahas... Srry ppl i culs nt say e names so, srry sry sry sry!!! Hahas... I always wondered when wil tat person b my bf? One day la One day... But if u ppl wanna kn hu's mine den go 2 e YBC blog n ask hehe... Im xur they won't tel...
Day 2
A fine day 2 b cheerin, playin, gt yr voices out 2 e crowded around instructers!!! Hahaha!!! My grp prepared 2 take on challenges after hvin puja!!! Lol, i luv 2 pay repects 2 e Buddha early in e morin... Den station 1 i culd remeber Ocean 14 played a game which has a conbination of camptains ball n basket ball. I didn't gt in e 1st round but in 2 round i did... Hehe but i did nt do well but atr awhlie i started bockin well... U myb wanderin y im e i bockin rite? Cos i defender mah... Hehehe... Station 2, as i culd rmb it's a garbage bag 4 u n yr parther 2 hld on wave it up 2 aim 2 opponent's ground... Mahahahahee... Station 3, it's newspaper de i thk... Hehe Me enthu gal strikess!!! Delaberated 2 my grp tat hw mus we plan tis game in a gd way hehe haha...
Station 4, Ramdom madness!!! Prepare 2 hv biscuit's in yr mouth!!! Let me tell u it's damm bloody hard 2 guess wat e person is talkin rite? Ya they tested us tis... lol... Den chose Hong Hai!!! We dunno if he has e bigest mouth a nt, but he has but we alrdy fall 2 into their trap... But we still could guess out e wrd slowly... We laugh coz he oso laughed n dropin out biscuits bits... Muwahahah... Den he culdn't take it any more.. Change 2 me... I oni had 3 biscuits in my mouth n hong hai has 5!!! Hahahaha... Srry Hong Hai... But it's reali damm funny!!! Hey ppl Station 5 I thk it's guessin actions... Aye Hsu picked me 2 b e guesser, Hong Hai b e 1st person 2 do actions. 1st n 2nd correct 3rd wrg 4th corrtect... 3rd one is.... a movie.... Romeo n Juleit... Station 6 i thk it's e one where diff grps of ppl do tougue twister den do sumthg... Im wif e three person de, Hong Hai, Xin Rong n me... Tougue Twister is " I am nt drunk, I am nt so drunk, I am so so drunk, I am nt so so so so so so so so drunk, Yeah! Sexy Sexy Sexy Shaun Shaun Shaun." HAHAHAHAHA... SRRY!!!
Day 2 (at Nite)
Den it's quite evening liao we were told 2 come up a skip 2 perform during nite time... Afte hv decided we tried learning in individaul grps... Boys 2 Boys. Gals 2 Gal. But it's great tat Aye Hsu contributed Dance moves frm song This is me by Demi Lovato... COOL! Boys dance frm song The Boys are back by high sch musical.
Performance!!!
We started wif class test cheatin, it's was funny. Hong Hai is e teacher, Xin Rong, Qiu Ginj, Aye Hsu n me r students... Den Hong Hai say: "let's hv special exa". Hey where did e "M" go? Hehe it's lyk tat de.... Den boys r bac! Moves were awesum, lookin great!!! Next on Tis is me!!! Gal Boy shown!!! Dance moves were perfect, we all grooved 2 e beat!!!
Day 3
E is hard, as we go thrght it all e day has cm... 4? 4 playin water bomb!!! HAHAHAHA... As Bimbo grp goes wif Ocean 14 n Destination goes wif Big foot, we all mke a great team!!! REALI? YEAH! I luv it when ter's parthnership n cooperation! My teamates, Ocean Bimbo (tat's wat we were called atr we r combined), were rackin our brains 2 makin a very gd dunno wats tat called lyk 2 bamboo sticks stuck 2gether in 1 line n on e top has a hu la hoop... Hahas... Den we all thk of a lot of methods 2 make it's hold n still... Den rest n me go fill up wtr bombs! I learned hw tie a proper n tight wtr bomb! YEAH! lols... But it wasn't easy at 1st, my 1st 3 wtr bags came lose atr i tied... 3 times in a row man!! So unlucky den at e 4th finally is tighten n muz more beta den i expected... Hehe, it's was hard but if u try harder u wil b alrite! Den we all start, Game On!
GAME ON!
We started e game wif a *Royal Flush*... Hahas... But im e leader of grp 1 hw?! Lyk i wuld wrry... Den i was shoutin, they were chargin 2wrds Destination Big Foot! Hahas it's rough but stil had a lot of fun hehehaha... Den til finish, all of us were 2 chge in our YBC T-shirt rite away! Thgh we were all wet n snobby, we stil feel a little refresh atr tat... Den atr all tlkin prize givin den cm 2 us, Campers! Haha, Ocean 14 is camp of tis year's YBC camp! YEA! den we had photo tkin session haha so fun!!! Wait till i add those photos! Haha tat's all folks!
Hey hey, love can always be painful.
Lyf sucks coz sumkind of ppl r ppl r livin in my lyf n they r an irritant!
I feel so insant(insane) in tis world! almost walkin inanity!
Dunno whether when I wear specS hw wil i look lyk? Hmm Dunno la... 
Stil working on findin a guitar so my sensei could teach me!!!-_-
Hpe tat all frens family n Those hu r frens hv a joli gd time in their HOLIDAYS n in their frenship of gettin along 2gether!^_^
Wel of coz u cn't 4gt those hu r couples rite? Cozu all shuld tat in luv sumtimes they sour de... So wish all ppl hu r couples hav gd, strong, staedy n sweet Realationship! XP XD
Plus hor frens cn be lyk tis n Couples too! XDXDXD
Den when comes 2 celebrations cn celebrate 2gether n easier mahs~ 
N One of e culprit is me of coz! @_@ Hahaha
K-ON all the way!
Presenting K-ON!
Dun look at me im nt emo!
I said im nt emo! Do u 1 me 2 shoot me head?!
EMO COUPLE
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